The 17th we celebrated your birthday with your Daddy's side of the family. There were 20 people packed into our small house, but what a fun time it was!
This kind of took us both by surprise. Both of our families are here and, while the initial thought of transferring to a new city and a new home was kind of exciting, it also scared the hell out of me.
We love Saint Louis and the support structure that we have here with both of our families so close by. So we have been knee deep in trying to figure out what is best to do. I have posted more resumes online for jobs in Texas and Clay has posted for jobs here in Saint Louis.
The kicker is that we need to have our decisions made by April 9th. This doesn't give us a lot of time to make such a huge decision so we are not sleeping very well, stressed to the max and this morning I got upset over leaving the house 15 minutes later than I usually do.
To put it bluntly - I'm not handling this very well.
It's just the unknown that bothers me so much and there is SO much unknown in this scenario. What job options does Clay have to choose from? I don't know - we haven't heard back on them yet....
What job options do I have to choose from? We don't know - haven't heard back on them yet....
So many questions and so little answers and time is winding down.
Anyway, that's where my mind is right now and you are getting to watch a lot more TV and eat more Cheezbawlz lately than usual because I am online more and trying to figure things out.
We'll know soon enough. We'll have to. It's almost April... :)